HEY, HUGO!!! HERE IS YOUR PICTURE IN MY PERSONAL BLOG!! HEHEHE

I WILL UPLOAD THIS IN MY FLOG AS SOON AS I CAN WAKE UP AT 7AM TO MAKE THE UPLOADS...  BUT, ASYOU HAVE REQUESTED...HEHEHE  THERE YOU GO!!

tHIS IS MY FRIEND HUGO, MADE UP AS BIN LADEN...IT IS INCREDIBLE HOW HE RESSEMBLES B.LADEN!! HAUAHUAHAUHAUHAHAUHAUHAH   GOOD SHOT, MAN!;-)

WAIT TO SEE THAT IN MY FLOG!

Something has happened...that made me understood...  how much i love you.
How much i care for your touch.... how much i want to be close to you... to experience things with you... to walk on the street and discover new places... to go hand in hand...  to do things together.... to really talk about my day looking at your face....  Oh... this is such a thing i really miss...  looking at ur face.... seeing the expression in ur eyes.... To hear u laughing.... to have a sip from the same glass of wine u drink from ...  to kiss ur forehead goodnight...  to wake up and find out ur not in bed anymore.... and hear noise coming from the kitchen...and find out ur there... making coffee, not the way i would have explained u to do so many times, but happy to be drinking from ur own breakfast coffee...  To ask you if i fit well the new dress and have a careful stare from u to my body.  I want to remind you to take ur coat, and run through the yard with ur mobile in hands which u have left at the dinner table.
To choose Xmas gifts for the family together.... and look for the car lost in the shopping parking lot.

I want to look at the sky and see the same stars as u do.  Feel the heat...feel the cold..and, of course, show my progresses in the piano classes...  so sad not being able to play for you...  Everytime i play a song, i imagine ur there, sitting on the couch, listening... Oh, Gosh... How I wanted to play u my fave songs...

  For you, i listen to this song. 

!!!!!WOMENS DAY!!!!!

Very funny card Vilsyr sent me this morning as a womens day card! Very kind and thoughtful of you!!!

the translation: "dear!! Today is your holiday - and I have made all your work!"

A little but sexist, but funny!! hahahahah  Hope my dogs are not around!!!

THE CIRCLE OF LIFE

It is curious and amazing how life goes in circles...  I catch myself having the same sensations from time to time.  In some periods of life, I have the urge to breath some classical air, such as, I listen to classical piano music, my mind goes to a classical mode and i find it beautiful to watch classicals, dream about them, I want a classic man, a classic life, classic outfit, hair style, make up, the way i talk and the things my mind gets trapped to. 

Want to enjoy a good meal in a classic restaurant. Want to go to museums, watch plays, make love surrounded by silk bed sheets, and candle light and champagne.  Other periods of life, I live as crazy as Steppen Wolf, and change everything, from clothing style to the way i address myself to others. I want to ride a motorbike and be more irresponsible.  To dance all night long, get wild, kiss the guitar man, smoke a lot, drink a lot of beer, go on unplanned trips, make love by the moonlight.  (or maybe, in the fog – wink)...  Other times, neither the classic, nor the rock n´roll is good enough.  I change for a more Yuppie style.  I talk 24 hours a day, 7 days a week about money and business, all that I do is related to business.  The people i make friends and hang out with are from this social circle and i read a lot about business management, I have an accurate instict for sales, everybody i talk to turns out to be in my mind a good source for later business, and I see in everything the symbol of “$” ... 

Then , I get interested in people who are successful and ambitious, not only men, with a romance purpose, but women too, I want to be close to them in order to gather “golden” tips on how I can improve my raise my income. I say goodbye to the romantic dinners and flowers and the best gift to me is a bussiness card from someone I am sure I can make a good deal with.  This is when i spend nights awaken, writing working material and overwork, doing extra hours everyday.  I seem not to trust nobody and I have the feeling that if I am not in there, things wont happen. 

Good times also when I live as “My Fair Lady”, and I behave as I am fragile and needs someone to take care of me.  I go deep in romance and people often tells me that I am loveless, careless, and needs a boyfriend and stuff. 

I have many different characters in my soul: the Yuppie, the Hippie, the Intelectual, the Classic, the Wild, the Hot, the Cold, the Dreammer, The down to earth, the Responsible, the diet freak, the classic etc etc...

This is the reason all the relationship I had before had failed.   The beloved one, used to love just one of these characters, and when the other appeared, all of sudden, he seemed to get confused and could not bare it.  I am sure that it will be difficult to find someone who understands that I am a sole woman with multiple characters and needs.  3 years ago, I used to date a guy who was a lawyer born in a very wealthy family.  He used to talk about business all day long and the world to him seemed to be held in a contract.  That was good when i was living the Yuppie phasis.  But, when the “Crazy” phasis began, he could not understand why I was planning to go to a Rave with friends from university, willing to have a tatoo in my shoulders, and eat crappy food on the street stands.  He could not bare that. And, by that time i blamed him a lot. I used to say that he could not understand that money wasnt everything in life and I really needed to go wild and change jobs – at that time i applyed for a position in a cruise ship.  That was the end of the relationship.

Since then, I have been observing my behaviour a lot and now i understand that there is no problem in living in circles, having different phasis, knowing different things, learning new ways to see life and live it.  The problem is to find a person who can do the same as I do, and has the same needs or, at least, respect this trace in my personalitty. 

One thing I am sure about:  He will never get bored by my side.  As long as he understands that i need freedom to change.